Nekojin09

1) are you really ready for 111 questions? Sure why not. 2) Where are you taking this test at? Bedroom 3) Was your last real relationship a mistake? At first I didn't think so, but thinking back now, fuck yes. I went into it without really getting to know the guy. 4) Who did you last say "I love you" to? My little brother. 5) Do you regret it? I will never regret saying those words to him. 6) Have you ever been depressed? I'm on anti-depressants. There is your answer. 7) Are you a boy or girl? Girl. 8) Do you have a job? No. 9) What is your relationship status? Taken. 10) How do you want to die? In my slee

Well, I am stuck in my bed for a while, since I got my tonsils removed yesterday. They needed to get taken out since they have been doing more harm than good. Plus I am taking advantage of the time off at work. Sure I'm not getting paid, but a break away from that place is a prayer answered. Haven't been able to really talk at all, but it's actually kinda peaceful this way. My mom has been taking care of me, and spending time with me. It feels really good. Lets hope for a speedy recovery.

I suddenly have this feeling I am going nowhere with my art. I wish I could just draw at will and it look amazing... I find myself getting jealous seeing a lot of artist on here thriving with there art. Me? My art just seems to still be the same. I can't draw for the life of me... I'm just stuck using bases. I don't want to keep using bases forever, but even when I practice, it all feels the same...nothing is changing. I'm going nowhere... *sigh* I don't know what to do with myself....